Yesterday, as I sat waiting for an appointment, I searched in my files for a blog post I wrote. It was written a few months ago just waiting to be shared with you. In my search I came across a file from 2 years ago.
A plea for help, from me to my higher self, and the beautiful answer I received.
I did not remember writing it, so I read it over. The wisdom and support that was being shared with me brought me to tears.
When I got to the end, I knew without a doubt that this is what I needed to share with you today. That is why this hidden file that I had forgotten about popped into my awareness.
You may not resonate with every part of it, but I am certain that this message wants to be shared with you at this time.
Though my plea was for understanding why I was so fatigued all the time and why my health was “declining,” so much of this is pertinent even if you don’t have any health issues.
May you find as much comfort in this message as I do.
From December 2014:
Q: Dearest child within. Wise woman. Divine soul. All of you. Please talk to me. What is it you want to share? Why am I feeling this way? I need help and don’t know where to turn…
A: You are loved. That is the most important thing you need to know right now in this moment. You haven’t been abandoned. You feel alone and lost but that is not the case.
There is nothing “wrong” with you. Everything that happens is exactly according to plan. You aren’t being punished for something you have or haven’t done. There is nothing to fix, or solve.
You have a lot of stuff that you have been holding onto with your physical body. It is time for you to release all of that stuff which is weighing you down. The slowing down is necessary for this to happen. You need to be able to feel and release. You can’t accomplish this while you are running around feeling stressed all the time. Always doing, doing, doing.
Trusting it hard for you. That is part of the lesson. But we are here for you 24/7, supporting you, loving you, helping you get through this very difficult lesson for you. We won’t let you fall.
You cry as you hear this because you want to believe it, but aren’t quite ready yet. That is okay. You will learn to trust as you can, when you can. You have taken many big leaps in this lifetime dear one, you are beautiful just the way that you are.
The sun doesn’t shine because it wants to. It has no choice but to shine. It is the light of the world. It leads us through the darkness even when we can’t see it’s light for the darkness. It is always there, always shining.
That doesn’t make sense to you right now, I can see this, but it will. In due time.
Patience my dear child. You are doing everything there is to “do”. Breath. Dance. Cry. Love. Release. Accept. That’s it.
With much love from me, my higher self, spirit guides and angels,
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